i just want you back.
life's a mess without you.
you seem to be the one who understands me the best.
youre always there.
cheering me up, listening to crap, whatever.
i miss you.
the long talks, many laughter, everything.
damn it.
why does it have to end this way?
seems like someone has taken over my place.
if youre trying to make me guilty or jealous,
it's working.
you win okay.
cause i cant take it no more.
x and after all, youre my wonderwall
8:17 PM
we drive tonight,
and you are by my side.
We're talking about our lives,
like we've known each other forever.
the time flies by,
with the sound of your voice.
its close to paradise,
with the end surely near.
and if i could only stop the car
and hold onto you,
and never let go.
i'll never let go.
as we round the corner
to your house
you turned to me and said,
"i'll be going through withdrawl of you for this one night we have spent."
and, i want to speak these words
but i guess i'll just bite my tongue,
and accept "someday, somehow"
as the words that we'll hang from.
and i, i don't want to speak these words.
cause i, i don't want to make things any worse.
why does tonite, have to end?
why don't we hit restart,
and pause it at our favorite parts.
we'll skip the goodbyes.
if i had it my way,
i'd turn the car around and runaway,
just you and i.
and i, i don't want to speak these words.
cause i, i don't want to make things any worse.
- matchbook romance
x and after all, youre my wonderwall
11:29 AM
if you love someone,
you'll love them no matter what right?
so why am i being such a bitch
and making such a big fuss out of it.
okay, there's like tests everyday.
i cant stand it.
it's really annoying.
i havent watched tv since school started.
but there's american idol today!
and there's no school the next day. (:
sometimes, i just love the public holidays.
i have a sudden urge to eat lollis nowadays.
somebody buy me one.
thank you!
i was thinking of kungfu hustle.
and in the movie, they have this
really big and colourful swirly lolli.
looks really good and pretty.
i want it! (:
to shu: im sorry i yelled and got pissed or whatever. i know i shouldnt listen to what people say. ugh. guys are such bastards right. they should just rot and die. call me tomorrow kays. lets go for a nice dinner! and i havent really gone out for a week! haha. LOVE!
x and after all, youre my wonderwall
6:55 PM
if you love someone,
you'll love them no matter what right?
so why am i being such a bitch
and making such a big fuss out of it.
okay, there's like tests everyday.
i cant stand it.
it's really annoying.
i havent watched tv since school started.
but there's american idol today!
and there's no school the next day. (:
sometimes, i just love the public holidays.
i have a sudden urge to eat lollis nowadays.
somebody buy me one.
thank you!
i was thinking of kungfu hustle.
and in the movie, they have this
really big and colourful swirly lolli.
looks really good and pretty.
i want it! (:
to shu: im sorry i yelled and got pissed or whatever. i know i shouldnt listen to what people say. ugh. guys are such bastards right. they should just rot and die. call me tomorrow kays. lets go for a nice dinner! and i havent really gone out for a week! haha. LOVE!
x and after all, youre my wonderwall
6:55 PM
if you love someone,
you'll love them no matter what right?
so why am i being such a bitch
and making such a big fuss out of it.
okay, there's like tests everyday.
i cant stand it.
it's really annoying.
i havent watched tv since school started.
but there's american idol today!
and there's no school the next day. (:
sometimes, i just love the public holidays.
i have a sudden urge to eat lollis nowadays.
somebody buy me one.
thank you!
i was thinking of kungfu hustle.
and in the movie, they have this
really big and colourful swirly lolli.
looks really good and pretty.
i want it! (:
to shu: im sorry i yelled and got pissed or whatever. i know i shouldnt listen to what people say. ugh. guys are such bastards right. they should just rot and die. call me tomorrow kays. lets go for a nice dinner! and i havent really gone out for a week! haha. LOVE!
x and after all, youre my wonderwall
6:55 PM
if you love someone,
you'll love them no matter what right?
so why am i being such a bitch
and making such a big fuss out of it.
okay, there's like tests everyday.
i cant stand it.
it's really annoying.
i havent watched tv since school started.
but there's american idol today!
and there's no school the next day. (:
sometimes, i just love the public holidays.
i have a sudden urge to eat lollis nowadays.
somebody buy me one.
thank you!
i was thinking of kungfu hustle.
and in the movie, they have this
really big and colourful swirly lolli.
looks really good and pretty.
i want it! (:
to shu: im sorry i yelled and got pissed or whatever. i know i shouldnt listen to what people say. ugh. guys are such bastards right. they should just rot and die. call me tomorrow kays. lets go for a nice dinner! and i havent really gone out for a week! haha. LOVE!
x and after all, youre my wonderwall
6:55 PM
if you love someone,
you'll love them no matter what right?
so why am i being such a bitch
and making such a big fuss out of it.
okay, there's like tests everyday.
i cant stand it.
it's really annoying.
i havent watched tv since school started.
but there's american idol today!
and there's no school the next day. (:
sometimes, i just love the public holidays.
i have a sudden urge to eat lollis nowadays.
somebody buy me one.
thank you!
i was thinking of kungfu hustle.
and in the movie, they have this
really big and colourful swirly lolli.
looks really good and pretty.
i want it! (:
to shu: im sorry i yelled and got pissed or whatever. i know i shouldnt listen to what people say. ugh. guys are such bastards right. they should just rot and die. call me tomorrow kays. lets go for a nice dinner! and i havent really gone out for a week! haha. LOVE!
x and after all, youre my wonderwall
6:54 PM
i hate you.
x and after all, youre my wonderwall
6:12 PM
yesterday was fun! (:
went out with SARB, shu, bea, sheila, py, liz, carrie,stace.
i got an eeyore! haha.
it's superly duperly cute.
i love it.
and carrie gave me an underwear
that says "top secret".
i felt so honoured. HAHA!
and liz and sarb gave me earrings (:
so sweet so sweet!
okay, enough bragging.
we were suppose to watch meet the fockers!
but we didnt.
we were sitting around in macs,
munching on the new twister fries.
it tasted weird,
but was okay la.
my grandpa bought me a cake!
so now i have two big cakes in my fridge
to finish before it rots.
all the cream and chocolates!
eeks, i dont wanna put on weight.
BAHH!
but i should be grateful yeaa?
x and after all, youre my wonderwall
9:44 AM
im sixteen! (:
thanks to everyone who gave me the
cards, presents and sms!
even the hugs and wishes!
I LOVE YOU!
bea gave me this really cute cat!
i love her! (:
i love cats!
MUAHAHA!
i wantched kungfu hustle today!
super duper funny!
but it has no storyline i think.
haha. it's those kind of movies
that you laugh like crazy
but there's no plot or anything
it's like really lame and stupid.
but funny la! haha.
x and after all, youre my wonderwall
9:30 PM
ive been studying everyday after school.
and actually doing all my homework and revision.
it's an acheivement for me okay! (:
suddenly i feel that studying is not so bad after all.
without any stress, exams, pressure
anything like that
i can actually do fine.
and probably do well in my exams.
it makes me take my mind off things too.
like all the stuff thats been going on
since the holidays started.
i hate whats been going on.
i hate it, simply hate it.
because of one person,
my whole life was affected.
facing the world was like torture.
i hate it when people ask me questions.
i hate it when i see that name.
i hate it when i got nobody to turn to.
accept for myself.
x and after all, youre my wonderwall
8:33 PM
im allergic to bastards.
so get away from me!
x and after all, youre my wonderwall
10:28 PM
the first day of school!
it was okay.
except that ms lim made us
stay back for stupid practical after school!
she made us do that refractive index thing.
my form teacher is mr yap! (:
he's okay, but he talks a lot. haha.
i cant believe im actually sec four.
i feel old? ahaha.
suddenly, i feel this tremendous pressure.
like everyone is expecting me to do well.
especially this year.
maybe im just putting the pressure on myself.
i dont know.
my parents didnt say anything bout
how much i should score.
but i feel that i just got to get really good grades.
ive never pleased them in any way.
maybe getting the grades this year will.
i miss shu! and stace!
and all those that retained.
it just doesnt feel the same.
x and after all, youre my wonderwall
6:02 PM
for the second day of the new years,
everything is going pretty okay.
i went to church today!
FWAHAHA!
really super duper glad i gotta see
the living waters gang again.
Father talked to us bout commitment,
next year's programme and all.
after that, we waited for mass to end.
joel was darn funny!
Father asked him to pick up the dog poo at the stairs.
then he picked it up (with newspaper of course)
and brought it to Father and us
and said " Father, look! Holy shit!"
HAHA!
literally holy shit eh.
i couldnt stop laughing after that.
went to p.s with lyn, jerald and nessa
and ate the first fast food meal after a month!
we went to burger king
and ate mushroom swiss. (:
tasted really good. haha.
goodness goodness!
i cant believe there's school tmr!
it feels weird.
i havent packed anything.
i dont know what to pack.
BAHHH!
x and after all, youre my wonderwall
3:27 PM
